Every experiment has significance, even the inconclusive ones. When a team of smartguys at M.I.T. completes a study with inconclusive results, it reaches the ineluctable conclusion that another study is needed and immediately sets to work on it. This testing can, will, and does continue until significant findings have been produced — er, that is — discovered.
Once significant results appear, the doctors conducting the study become proponents of it and publish these discoveries in remarkably well-respected journals. These paperback journals are written in tedious, turgid English that is too obscure for the public to read, and have an average cover price of thirty American dollars, ensuring that the general populace gets no chance to join the conversation until it is Mickey Moused by Time Magazine and sold as an impulse buy at the grocery counter.
Hey, whatever. At least mom’s getting in some string theory.
As in all things in this universe, the idea proposed in this new study begets its equal and opposite, a second study which exists to provide an alternate scientific belief for anyone and anything negatively implicated in the first.
The satisfying thing about science is that it loves conflict.
Scientific prejudices appear out of this conflict, and because they are prejudices of science itself, the public presumes them factual. From the broadest perspective, however, science walks in the well-trod footpaths of religion and theosophy.
When science decides that a certain quantum particle does not exist based on its failure to appear in tests, science is as faith-based as the creation myth of Genesis. Science and religion have traditionally been rancorous archenemies, but this is a misunderstanding which, if one could get them talking again, could easily fertilize the most affectionate of friendships.
This animosity has been based on little more than a clerical error, anyhow. Note how science and religion interplay in the following.
Once upon a time, in a faraway land called Berkeley, there lived a doctor of physics. This doctor believed in a certain particle he called the God Particle, and hypothesized that it existed everywhere and had an effect on everything else. So the doctor wrote a paper and was granted funding to perform experiments in a very special place with very special equipment, and after three months of rigorous, painstaking trials, the poor doctor was forced to concede that no evidence of his God Particle had surfaced in any tests at all.
To the scientific community, this absence of evidence presents hard, objective proof that Doc’s God Particle does not exist. Even if they add the word “theoretically” to the conclusion (as they do with the theory of gravity, which they still can’t fucking figure out) they still use the test as a quotable citation in papers arguing that the particle is a fantasy of the doctor’s.
To be perfectly clear: in popular science, the absence of evidence can prove that a thing does not exist.
How’s that for self-satisfied conceit? They can’t even plumb the depths of our ocean trenches, but they’ve got E.S.P., telekinesis, astral projection, sixth senses, prescient dreams, and automatic writing all figured out. How? No evidence, that’s how.
Oh. Well, shit.

Scientific evidence shows that there is no scientific evidence that scientific evidence is scientifically evident
Now, let’s say that following the most costly failure of his professional career, Doc is forced to return to teaching at a preparatory high school for rich kids, which amazingly enough also happens to inculcate Catholicism. In this private school, Doc is lecturing about the existence of God during a religious studies class, when suddenly a particularly cynical and sarcastic student raises her hand and demands to know how it is that anyone can feel sure that God (big G) exists at all.
Well, this is the question for which the course entire exists, and so the doctor puffs up with dignity and conviction, and with great certainty informs his students that in all the centuries and centuries of assiduous scientific research, and of all the brilliant, most well-respected minds throughout history, not a single person has been able to prove that God does not exist.
To elucidate: in matters of religion, the absence of evidence to the contrary can prove that a thing does exist.
— And though science and religion may fixate on the same piece of evidence (that nothing has appeared in tests, in this case) they both exit these experiments feeling assured that their hypotheses have been logically supported, because objective reason has its roots in language, and language happens to have more than enough elasticity to correctly describe a single concept with two definitions, each the perfect opposite of the other.
As violent and arbitrary as this arrangement may seem, the truth is: the common person likes it fine. In fact, practically everyone hates unchallenged assertions, even the people making the assertions, themselves. Something about our nature causes us to see polar opposites in everything, and something about our minds causes us to invent contrary concepts for every conceivable idea.
It is this facet of the human personality which affords us such colorful figures as the venerable Flat Earth Society, which still maintains that the globe is flat; the irreproachable Tychonian Society, which avers that the sun orbits the earth; and one mad Dutchman at the University of Amsterdam, Erik Verlinde, who asseverates that gravity is, in fact, fictitious.
If the ever-patient and magnanimous reader finds the Flat Earth Society amusing, then the reader is hereby urged to consider that most contemporary physicists believe Dr. Verlinde’s theory to have very convincing implications, and that gravity is merely the effect of a universe maximizing its entropy, or disorder. The concept of gravity as a universal power will probably not exist for our children.
Q: If gravity, of all things, really is a red herring, then how incredible and fantastic are groups like the Flat Earthers and Tychonians, really?
A: Every bit as credible as a science journal, just as veracious as a leading theoretician, and equally as trustworthy as the supposed date and time of the reader’s birth.
Lo, and behold the clerical error of which I spake: if science and religion could leave the protection of their podiums for a second, they might each glean a mutual respect for the irascible plight of the other, which is that they are both sadly, obviously, and pathetically full of shit. Not one or the other. Both.
Yes indeed, we like the results of our experiments best when they are disputed. Should science publish a study which shows conclusive evidence on any topic at all, another science immediately sets out to prove the opposite. The people of the world want every perspective sullied and watered-down, pushed and contested until a ninety-nine percent probability has its back against the fifty-fifty wall, precisely where we want it.
We want it balanced just so, because we like to choose sides as if they were baseball teams.
— And once we arbitrarily pick a team, we commence to argue, and bitch, and dispute for it as though our evidence were, after all, indisputable.
Evidence is stupid, anyhow. It’s usually statistical, which as anyone can tell you is the most insidious form of prevarication. For some reason, intelligent people appeal to the authority of statistics all the time and require the same of others, which is doubly asinine, as these egghead hotshots know full-well that appealing to any authority is a cardinal logical fallacy, and exponentially more so when the authority in question is an invariably inaccurate numeric representation of an actual, physical chain of events, collected from a sample base which even under the most fastidious methods has no chance whatever of accurately representing some other, similar yet different thing at an entirely different point in time.
As the British statesman, Benjamin Disraeli, once said, “There are lies, damned lies, and statistics.”
Most experiments require a test group and a control group, too, but like gravity and statistics, there’s no such thing as a dependable control group, either. The very act of including it in a study changes its natural state.
An excellent example of this occurs in quantum mechanics, in which certain particles exist only in patterns of probability — that is to say, they are probably there, or probably not-there, never certainly so — and these patterns of probability change according to which researcher happens to be recording the data.
If one supposes that fifty scientists conduct the same study, their findings will generally have an acceptable margin of error, each doctor achieving his or her own individual result. The only difference between this margin and a larger one is that we declare the former admissible and the latter inadmissible. Experiments cannot gauge truth in objective reality any more than a preacher can divulge so-called Ultimate Truth (big U, big T) from a holy text.
Humanity finds evidence-for, and evidence-against, and ultimately judges its (supposedly) objective reality with the subjective whimsy of an adolescent girl deciding between prom dresses.
This, ladies and gentlemen, is what the world calls evaluation by evidence.

Weighing all evidence with the most discerning of eyes, the prom date is an apotheosis of adjudication
So all evidence is meaningless, then? All results, experiments, and hypotheses, nothing but evaporated time and energy?
Not at all. Just because there’s no such thing as True (big T) objectivity doesn’t mean one can’t create it for oneself or support it for others. We arrive at many, many decisions on a regular basis which matter to hundreds, perhaps thousands of people, and we put our faith in evidences in order to do so. Truth is easy to arrive at in a box.
One has merely to define the box.
Contrary to an extremely annoying popular belief, though, there is no such thing as thinking outside the box, because from the broadest perspective nothing makes any sense. Logic only happens within defined parameters. One can exit one set of rules and enter another, more comprehensive set, but there’s always another box containing all the smaller sets to prove that they are infinitely short-sighted and presumptuous.
The important thing is to remember that we’re basing it all on faith. Nobody knows what’s really going on. The passionate stupidity of thousands of sheep in innumerable American religious flocks has allowed science license for abject arrogance. The truth is, though, any honest scientist will tell you that science has no positive idea about the meaning of life, the universe, and everything.
That’s the slippery thing about Ultimate Truth (big U, big T). It’s only true if it does not conflict with the properties of the universe — and the universe is in constant flux. In fact, the only known absolute constant is the transitory nature of everything. This means that even should an Ultimate Truth surface, it could only be ultimately true for an instant before becoming outmoded to newer, emergent properties of existence.
Mr. Jesus may very well have been the way, truth, and life once (or maybe is due up in a few more centuries) but neither he nor anybody nor anything else can be a static ultimate truth in an anti-static reality. A more likely solution is that universal truth changes for each individual thinker, so that one’s universal truth may indeed be found in Biblical scripture at a certain age — and this is boxed-up objective truth, no less true than death or taxes — but neither before nor afterward.
“When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things” (I Cor. 13:11).
Yeah, that’s right. I can quote scripture. It isn’t blasphemy when it’s true.
So perhaps we all have some real thinking to do, eh? Perhaps it’s time to grow up.
Where does one stow an outgrown worldview? Under the bed, next to the Tinker Toys and Legos, obviously. Right where it belongs.
With glasnost and much cheek I remain,
Yours Truly,
-BothEyes
P.S. — Nowhere in this piece will the magnanimous reader find the word, “ontology.”
Immortality, the Gift That Just Won’t Quit
The definition of death doesn’t hold much water, really, once all the voodoo juju is shaken out of it. The harebrained doctors have one make-believe definition of it, the self-important scientists have another, and the whimsical believers have yet a third. When one has faith in the existence of death, though, death can be a gateway, a rebirth, or even a redemption. Anticipating death makes up the cornerstone of most world religions, while avoiding it remains the focus of most sciences.
— And that’s O.K. There’s nothing wrong with any of those philosophies in and of themselves, but let’s eschew all that for the sake of conversation. Let’s look at death without any allusion to typical, traditional beliefs. What does death resemble, now? A permanent medical condition?
Nevermind. Let’s just say that death is a simple state of affairs that any doctor can walk up and diagnose, like this:
“Hey, this guy’s dead.”
Why, this guy's dead!
The doctor means that the poor guy’s lungs have stopped breathing and his heart has stopped beating. That’s clinical death.
Most realists think of death as nothingness, bleak, black, and empty, which is typical of them; because if there’s any way to have less fun and be more boring, the realists will practically kill themselves to show you how. Even so, most atheists and agnostics think this way about death, too, which is disappointing because as anyone can tell you, they throw the best parties, and therefore oughta know better.
“What happens when you die?” you may ask one of them.
“Nothing,” they say. “That’s kind-of the point.”
OK Mr. Sunshine, but nothing is precisely what never happens. There’s always something going on. Besides, lots of things happen when you die. When you look at clinical death, it actually mirrors the very early stages of clinical birth, so-to-speak, which normal people call pregnancy.
In the earliest stages of pregnancy, the fertilized egg (or zygote if we really must) has forty-six chromosomes, as well as its own unique DNA structure. Anti-abortion terrorists are keen to remind us that this little eggy wegg is alive, and they’re not wrong. In fact, scientists pretty much have to agree with them, because the zygote exhibits growth, metabolism, reproduction, and reaction to stimuli.
Apparently, the smartypants bigshot scientists have decided that a thing is alive if it’s got those four attributes.
What the zygote does not have, though, is a lung or a heart with which to satisfy the medical doctor’s requirements. Its respiration has not yet commenced. Its pulse is nonexistent.
“Why, this guy’s dead.”
“Now, you just hang on a second there, Doc. We’re picking up growth, reaction, metabolism and reproduction. This sonofabitch is alive.”
Great. So the zygote is dead and alive. Perfect.
Perfectly nonsensical.
Zombie Zygotes of the Living Dead
Why not, though? When a guy looks at his arm, he thinks of it as a living part of him, right? If doctors amputate it from him, then no one looks at it quite the same way. It’s dead now. The amputation was, as far as his body was concerned, a little death (or, la petite mort in French, which incidentally means orgasm).
Yeah, why not? After all, when a pregnant woman feels her baby kick, she thinks of it as a living part of her. If doctors deliver it, and amputate it from her, then no one looks at it quite the same way. The baby’s alive now — even though the amputation was, as far as the mother’s body is concerned, a little death (or en francais, orgasm by baby).
Dead and alive, alive and dead.
The dead aren’t really all that dead, anyhow. We eat dead things to stay alive, in fact — but only dead things which have recently become dead. Dead things become more dead over time, and we can’t eat things which have been dead too long.
There’s not enough life in them, you see.
But just wait a damned second. A little death? More dead? Death isn’t supposed to have all these degrees, all these shades of gray.
Silly-headed cynics and so-called realists step in at this point and remind us, “No, jerk. Death isn’t in degrees or shades, and it’s definitely not gray. Death is that certain change that happens in the instant that life stops for an organism. Those four things you mentioned earlier? Growth, reaction, et cetera? The body can’t do those things anymore, so it’s dead.”
Yeah, alright, sure, Professor Killjoy, but from the broadest perspective, death doesn’t mark any significant change at all. It’s just another change in an infinite pattern of changes — or, if you like, it’s another death in an infinite pattern of deaths. Life, in fact, is what we call this infinite pattern of deaths. Look:
Human life begins with an ovum and a sperm combining into a zygote. This means the death of the ovum and the sperm, because they no longer exist as such; their chromosomes have been shared. The zygote then begins cellular division at an extremely rapid rate, each division a little amputation (orgasm) from the parent cell, and these amputations are what we call growth. When enough cellular carnage has occurred, the child is amputated from his or her mother, and soon afterward begins to eat dead things because of the life in them.
Dead things taste good.
Food is dead-ish
As the child grows, cells are born, grow old, die; are sloughed off, are excreted, are absorbed as more fresh dead stuff to nourish and prolong life. Cells divide, and divide, and divide. The lining of the small intestine is completely replaced over four-to-six days, you know. The outermost layer of skin, or epidermis, every two weeks. The hard structure of the human skeleton, every decade. Even this child’s blood, just like the blood of every living person, is composed of red blood cells which live in the bloodstream for about four months before being replaced.
An elderly man of ninety years, therefore, has lived inside nine skeletons. He has consisted of two-hundred and seventy human bodies’s worth of blood.
It’s all dead, though, remember? We’re, like, hermit crabs or something.
Like our bodies, our minds unfold as a train of deaths and divisions, too. Ideas grow and gestate, eating new information and transforming cold facts into newborn ideas, ideas which split and branch and grow of their own accord, just like a pride of lions flourishing from the carcasses of a few dead gazelles. Sometimes ideas sprout from stagnant knowledge so automatically that our minds consider themselves inspired, but every new thought kills off an obsolete idea.
We grow and learn, shedding skin cells and obsolete ideas along the way like scraps of confetti following a parade, and when at the age of ninety we reflect on our adolescent selves, those teenagers seem long gone, long passed away, and the wistful feelings our memories evoke mimic those felt by mourners years after the funeral.
Death and life, life and death.
The thirty-year-old hermit crab and his previous shells
We still have no round definition of death, however.
Death seems no more than change and transition, and since change is an eternal constant, death must be occurring all the time. If that’s so, then death as a single event does not exist.
If you think you’re going anywhere when you “die,” I’m afraid you’re horribly mistaken, as far as I can tell. Nobody is going anywhere. Nobody is going anywhere, and neither are the actions we are still making. That the “dead” human mind no longer orchestrates these actions is inconsequential, since the mind was never orchestrating anything from the broadest perspective, anyhow, regardless of how intimately involved in the processes of the universe it seemed.
This will sound like glorious immortality to some and eternal damnation to others, so I guess that if you really wanted to you could call your opinion on living forever ‘heaven,’ or ‘hell,’ but don’t do that. That’d be so tacky.
If all this sounds fantastic, consider that everything we are or will become was already here long before we were born.
All the material needed to put our bodies together had long been available before our births. Our mothers merely needed to ingest some dead stuff and assemble it inside her. The material to put our minds together had been here, too. The elementary ideas, the deeper concepts, and the inner mysteries all, all, all had been waiting for our minds to ingest them and put them to use. We were already here, waiting for assembly, just like The Great Gatsby had been when the Old Sport was alive inside Fitzgerald’s head, but not yet written down.
Sure, Dad can stick some spare auto parts together and build a car, but Mom can throw some spare body parts together and grow a person!
Cynics and skeptics will say, “An idea is not a thing, Sir,” and I must retort: well, where, exactly would you like to draw the line? If Gatsby exists once he has been written down, what happens if the manuscript is destroyed? — And if Fitzgerald writes him down again, is he birthing the same Gatsby? What of publishing and printing? Are all Gatsbys the same man, or different men?
Consider also the differences between brothers of the same family, raised in the same general time, by the same parents, on the same food, in the same area, with the same values, et cetera, et cetera. One may grow up into a madman and the other a schoolteacher, but from the broadest perspective the difference can only be in human estimation, just like so-called death. If we are arbitrarily, subjectively deciding what death is, then there really isn’t any such thing we can point to after all, is there?
In order to believe in death, one must think just like the doctors and scientists, coming up with their own willy-nilly criteria by which something can officially be called “dead.” You may as well say that death is what we call the future, and birth what we call the past.
The Starship Enterprise notwithstanding, we will always be here, extant, just as we have always been here, and the proof and cause of both is that we can’t help but be here now. There can be no escape. We are captives of existence. And why?
— Because the present time, nestled snugly between the past and future, between birth and death, seems very much alive, and it happens also to look very much eternal.
With much pleasure and measured amounts of pain I remain,
Yours Truly,
-BothEyesShut
8 June 2010
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